loneliness, heart break.. good to see my frens again...

if ur asking... NO im not emo..
im just me...
im easily sad....
its god's gift... so i just use it as it is and apriciate it...
im getin used to loneliness and heartbreak...
but they wont stay for long...
they visit me once in a while...
mostly at school...
when im in its mood...
they come to comfort me..
when im a bit better...
my school frens come to make it all better..
but this time it needs more than that..
so.. im glad to see u again loneliness and heartbreak....
and now they brought me 3 new frens...
misery and hatred darkness...
dont get me wrong..
im not goth either...
i just like black and white...
darkness and light...
light everybody understands...
its good.... nice....
but darkness...
most misunderstood...
its not evil!!... its just lonely.. and needs a fren to share it...
so never misunderstand it again...

Tday's advice...:

If ur afraid to make mistakes like me..
don be... its better to make mistakes at the early stages of relationships...
then u can repair them and make up...
(not kiss make up, like.. pretend it never hapen and be tgether again)
never cheat him\her...
that is the farmost biggest mistakes of relationship u can make...

thats it for now...

THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!!!!

Hi.. in this blog.. U can refer to me as Jazz.. I started this blog to share my life.. I just made the biggest mistake of my life!!!T.T... i lost someone special... and its bcs just blew it..
.... so ... almost everyday i will tell how regretful i am and il giv u tips on how to survive a relation ship with someone u love more than other normal girls.. say wat u want.. i dont care!!..

1st advice..:
when ur in a new relation ship... ask ur GF\BF wat to do or wat not to do... or u'l do wat i did..
u'l make a mistake that ul never forget...trust me!!!...

2nd advice for today..:
never let ur girl get away.. if she says u did smthing wrg... always try to repair.. until she says stop... ask for wat u did wrg.. and repair that.. but if its the one that u take seriously... u wont have time to repair..

thats it for now... enjoy ur lives...