2nd page of the plan comencing..

Finally.. ive stood up to him..
BUT HE DIDNT EVEN FRIGGIN LISTEN!!!
THAT FR!!!
argh..
i dunno wats wrg with me..
ive always wanted to be frens with him..
all i wanted to do is be frens..
or at least earned his respect..
but he keeps disrespecting me..
i dun even know wat i did..
or is it just cause he hates me..
i dunno..
sometimes i just feel that everyone hates me..
some how..
he knows how to get ppl to go against me..
like he planned it all along..
i dunno..
argh..
i so friggin hate him!!
but i still wanna be his fren..
i dunno wats wrg with me..

well..
to do list:
1st realise that hes not that big of an enemy.. [x] check...
2nd stand up to him and ask him nicely to make little with the insults... [x] check...
3rd Backup up plan: If he doesnt stop, tell him agessively to stop friggin diss me [ ] (backup)
4th Explain how i feel and y i dont find it funny.. [ ] not done..
(if he disses me about that.. lets just say he will not know whats coming to him...)
5th make up and be friends [ ] (if needed)

i know im a jerk.. and smtimes i just say wats on my mind..
and i never think before i say smthing..
but please forgive me..
thats just me..
im still trying to repair myself..
well..
i think thats it for now..
bye..
thanks for reading..
and for those hu don giv a damn..
get the F*** out of here..

1st page of the plan executing..

Hi... Time to end this!!! im gona make him realise hes hurting me more than he knows..
both mentally and psychologically...
Lets just recognize him as FR...
To do list:
1st realise that hes not that big of an enemy.. [x] check...
2nd stand up to him and ask him nicely to make little with the insults... [ ] not done..
3rd Backup up plan: If he doesnt stop, tell him agessively to stop friggin diss me [ ] (backup)
4th Explain how i feel and y i dont find it funny.. [ ] not done..
(if he disses me about that.. lets just say he will not know whats coming to him...)
5th make up and be friends [ ] (if needed)


i just hope i could have support... if im gona face this guy... ill need backup.. this isnt just a battle...
its a war...
for those hu think i need them... pls help me.. i need to settle this once and for all...
pls dont dissapoint me...
C ya laterz...

The Greatest Day Of My Life ( Or The Other Way Around..T^T)

Yay...
Coming Soon... In 31st May... The Day i was Born...
It Should be the greatest day in my life...
But its not... Nobody remembers it.. except ur family... that cares...
(thank allah for my parents, i love them and i hope they love me too)..
but the one that doesnt...
like some of my frens... well... They Don even GIVE A DAMN!!!
argh...
But hey.. if nobody respects u.. nobody listens to you..
and u got a guy in ur class that keeps dissing and leeches away ur honour and respect from ppl...
it feels great to be even noticed... even for bad things....
ugh... School used to be fun..
What happened i ask u all...
Y do ppl keep dissing u... wat have i ever done to him..
he leeches all of it from me.. keeping the coldness in me.... the blood from my heart cant even come out..
its frozen black...
IF I COULD JUST PUNCH HIM IN THE....
but i cant.. that will cost me.. he isnt worth it..
argh..
do i have anyone i can trust...
im like friggin crying like crazy here!!
im seriously crying in real life...
i duno wat to do...
how can i make him stop...
violence? (it will cost me, hes not worth it)
psychology? ( doesnt work)
talk to him? ( he never listens... he just keeps saying *pehal ni??)
complain to teacher? ( what dya think i am.. 5!!??)
ignore him and hope he will stop?? (tried it for 2 years.. if it didnt work now.. it will never do..)
run from his dissing?? ( it chases after me..)
i just need some support or backup...
but im alone.. in a sea of misfortune.. dishonour.. and embarrasment....
i hope he gets whats coming to him...
ugh...
enjoy ur classes and school... if u have a class like mine.. be happy that u survived for even a day..
k..
thats it for now...
sry but i dont post any romantic lessons anymore..
he sucked that from my heart as well..


Mothers day is coming...
Remember ur mothers... Love them as much they love them... and if possible.. even more..
i hope i could tell my mom that... but im just too shy..
nah..
thats all..
bye.. thnx for reading..