The Greatest Day Of My Life ( Or The Other Way Around..T^T)

Yay...
Coming Soon... In 31st May... The Day i was Born...
It Should be the greatest day in my life...
But its not... Nobody remembers it.. except ur family... that cares...
(thank allah for my parents, i love them and i hope they love me too)..
but the one that doesnt...
like some of my frens... well... They Don even GIVE A DAMN!!!
argh...
But hey.. if nobody respects u.. nobody listens to you..
and u got a guy in ur class that keeps dissing and leeches away ur honour and respect from ppl...
it feels great to be even noticed... even for bad things....
ugh... School used to be fun..
What happened i ask u all...
Y do ppl keep dissing u... wat have i ever done to him..
he leeches all of it from me.. keeping the coldness in me.... the blood from my heart cant even come out..
its frozen black...
IF I COULD JUST PUNCH HIM IN THE....
but i cant.. that will cost me.. he isnt worth it..
argh..
do i have anyone i can trust...
im like friggin crying like crazy here!!
im seriously crying in real life...
i duno wat to do...
how can i make him stop...
violence? (it will cost me, hes not worth it)
psychology? ( doesnt work)
talk to him? ( he never listens... he just keeps saying *pehal ni??)
complain to teacher? ( what dya think i am.. 5!!??)
ignore him and hope he will stop?? (tried it for 2 years.. if it didnt work now.. it will never do..)
run from his dissing?? ( it chases after me..)
i just need some support or backup...
but im alone.. in a sea of misfortune.. dishonour.. and embarrasment....
i hope he gets whats coming to him...
ugh...
enjoy ur classes and school... if u have a class like mine.. be happy that u survived for even a day..
k..
thats it for now...
sry but i dont post any romantic lessons anymore..
he sucked that from my heart as well..


Mothers day is coming...
Remember ur mothers... Love them as much they love them... and if possible.. even more..
i hope i could tell my mom that... but im just too shy..
nah..
thats all..
bye.. thnx for reading..